can't

smile. I spend the whole day living the dreams of many people. Spent a day in Paris, dropped by souvenirs shops, basked in the Christmas spirits, caught a movie, enjoyed the majestic night view of Notre Dame de Paris and took a walk along the romantic river La Seine. I didn't smile much throughout, instead I spend most of the time feeling uninterested. Something is missing. Me. I'm lost.

"problems? sleep on it." -cj

self pity is not an option, it is an excuse.