verbalize

By not verbalizing what was mutually acknowledged does not help us stop its inevitability. The truth, however, is sometimes too upsetting to confront upfront. As long as we do not make it a point to put it out in words, we can always bottle the truth and throw the bottle out into our pool of self denial; hoping that it will not float back anytime soon. We deny it so that we can hold on the we have now and enjoying the moment for as long as we can for what it is worth, without diluting its value with the uncertainty of the future. I will make it a point to avoid all such talk.

"i took a walk out of school to enjoy the pastures of the countyside."-cj

whatever makes you happy.