If there is anyone to be blamed, then it would have been me. I had known better, but I choose to force a reaction out of you. Im not sorry I had chosen not to exercise the others options that were available to me. Only a fine line divides hopeful optimism and self denial. There was no other was to make myself realise that i am in self denial, other than to crush the last strands of hope. I no longer live in self denial, but i had paid a high price for it. I'm sad, but i think im wiser.
if you had felt any guilt... im sorry.
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